My Dearest You,
God used a situation to reveal something to me.
In this situation, there is a woman who I am connected to that I felt like was going through something. Whatever she was going through was grieving my spirit. I felt sadness and loneliness for her, but I did not know why or what was going on with her, so I called her. I asked her was she okay? And explained to her that my spirit was grieving for her for some reason and I didn't know why. She said that she was okay, but she had a lot going on and she would call me later to discuss. I told her that I had been praying for her and will continue to pray for her, and will wait on her call. She never called me back that night. The next day about midday, I reached out to her again to see if she was okay because she had not called me as she said she would. She said that she did not know why she didn't call me back, and repeated it a second time that she did not know why she did not call me back. I felt in my spirit that there was something that she did not want to tell me for whatever reason. I told her that it was fine and if she decided she wanted to talk that I am here for her, and we hung up. I continued to pray in the spirit for her and her family.
As days passed, and the Holy Spirit brought to my remembrance that situation. The Lord spoke to me and said," now you see how I feel when you are doing the things that you want to do that are not in my will for you to do. I reach out to you to give you my help, but you shun me off like you don't need me. I try again, and still get the same response. And then I wait. I wait on you to reach out to me. When you do, I am here waiting with open arms to help you through the pain and to your healing.
It grieves me as I wait on you to return to me. Watching you head in a downward spiral going out of control physically and emotionally without you letting me help you. It grieves me to see my children like that. If only they will let me help them."
Is the Spirit of God grieving for you today?
You do not have to spend another minute in despair, depressed, or lonely. Reach out to God through prayer. He is waiting on you with open arms.
P.S. I talked to the woman in the situation, and all is well. Thank God for his love, grace, and mercy on us all in the name of Jesus.
